ah . eyem said it best in terms of the writing . already
with the topic though . if that is what they’re truly showing selves to be about . and its in complete opposition of that which you’re seeking . then they’re not the men that would ever merit completion in your being regardless and the energy spent on the frustrations . is draining only you . in a world where difference is an ascription . and decision nothing more than a choice toiled under its teachings . where definition . is written purely . by its reader
so . i can only wish you best on your journeys with hope you find what you seek in peace.
"Teenage angst has paid off well. Now I'm bored and old." - Kurt Cobain